For those that still remember me....yes, I am still among the living. Wow....that was a bit morbid....=P School: I am currently at Rutgers-Newark. I can usually be found at class, the library, or at the Career Development Center as one of their million work-study people (actual number: 7). I am still a bit confused as to what I really want to do. I am majoring in Accounting but am still getting the RU-Screw....still gotta go through a lot of BS before I can really get going with it. I'm trying to stay motivated. Family: My Mom is moving to Texas in February or March of next year. I will be staying here w/ family until I finish school. I have had a lot of anxiety about this because I am very attached to my Mom. Either way, it's time to grow up and look after myself. I'll be 23 next year after all. My Dad suggested having me move to Cali and many people have said....why not? But I want to finish here and make my life here. So there you go. I also hate moving and leaving things incomplete here. Social Life/Other: It is practically non-existent. I go to class Monday through Thursday with work-study Tuesday through Thursday. I work Friday through Sunday. I do have a Saturday morning class as well. I've pretty much become a loner. I've gone from partying all the time to no party. I don't feel the need to go either. I'd rather hang out at a cafe or some place quiet rather than a club/lounge. I usually shut people out when I am stressing out and going through a lot (which is usually all the time). But I am making an effort to stop that because it is quite lonely. So....yea.....making an effort to include people in my life. Growing Up: I finally feel the need to make something of myself. I want to think for myself rather than going on what my parents/others have said; to have my own ideas and my own experiences. I want to grow as a person because I have been stuck in a rut for a while. I eventually want to go to culinary school, to study painting/sculpting in Italy, to learn professional photography. I want to travel the world. But before all of that I need to graduate and make that money! | 
